Talk:Bill/@comment-2406:3003:2001:2871:C894:DE99:2F59:DEEE-20191121142427/@comment-174.97.130.152-20191122203905

Sorry about the misinformation.

Yes, Bill was caught doping before the club visits the big city and ends up in the black market. I got the Timeline messed up.

Yes, Legosi is fighting Bill because of sentiment and self-hate of almost killing Haru.

However, Bill going against Legosi due to the former's appetite, I challenge. I said "Bill's growing resentment to Legosi and new found addiction caused the both of them to fight more and more." I'm acknowledging both resentment and appetite as Bill's reason to fight. Sure, fighting sounds exagerrated since it's mostly verbal but overall true.

In Beastars, carnivores are stuck with a biological need for meat, an urge they can never escape. Even Bill admits using the rabbit blood is "doping" when he is just following his natural instinct to eat. That's because the herbivore-carnivore society was created on the terms of carnivores denying and finding alternatives to their appetite. "Bill later reflects upon on his actions compared to Legosi and admits he's a bad animal." Reading the later chapters in Volume 2, you can infer Bill's trying to reinforce(?) his self esteem as a carnivore (also in Volume 6 when Aoba talks to Bill) against Louis. Even calling himself a "villain".

For clarification, a carnivore is judged by their appetite causing the herbivores to shun them. Bill is trying to accept his carnivorous appetite and reinforce his self-esteem. I infer a carnivore's self-esteem is directly tied to their ability to accept or deny their appetite for meat.