Chapter 025 (Beastars)

My Eyes Filled with Tears, My Heart Filled with Sorrow (視界は滲むし全部嫌だ) is Chapter 25 of the manga Beastars written and illustrated by Paru Itagaki, published in the Weekly Shōnen Champion of the Akita Shoten publishing house.

Synopsis
While Legoshi tries to absorb all the information he has just received, Gohin serves him tea and talks to him about the review. Legoshi remembering some traits of the pandas he learned at school, asks Gohin how he sees himself as a psychotherapist, like a panda with a strong body or how a panda that has never eaten meat. Gohin indicates that it is a smart question and mentions that although pandas only eat bamboo, the question does not make sense since he has already abandoned the beast within him. Gohin says that he became a doctor a long time ago for a sense of duty. He fought with several patients who almost killed him on some occasions and he sums up saying that he is only a strong-bodied doctor. Legoshi believes him and asks about the treatment and Gohin says that they are doing it. Legoshi claims not to be a patient, saying he tries to do something about it and has become friends with Haru. Gohin aggressively shuts him up saying that his feelings for Haru are actually predatory instincts in disguise and that he has to break his ties to her as soon as possible.

Legoshi mentions that since he has never felt romantic feelings for what he does not know how to explain, Gohin is left thinking. Legoshi asks to leave but before doing so Gohin gives him an erotic rabbit magazine, telling him that it is part of the treatment; if Legoshi becomes excited from the pictures, he could feel an attraction to small animals and if not and he only thinks of Haru, he is in danger. Legoshi incredulous and fed up decides to ignore him while leaving the market. Legoshi only remembers his recent experiences and when exiting the market, he meets Aoba who was waiting for him, revealing that he did not dare to eat that old man's finger, which moves Legoshi and cries wishing to fend for himself.

Characters

 * Legoshi
 * Gohin
 * Aoba
 * Haru (Legosh's imagination)

Important Events

 * Legoshi leaves Gohin's clinic and the market.
 * It is revealed that Legoshi's feelings towards Haru could be predatory.
 * Aoba reveals not to have eaten the old man's finger.
 * This chapter introduces the question of whether Legoshi's feelings for Haru are romantic or predatory.